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Chapter 1

and lay on the bed facing each other, talking about work and reflecting on the past. They had been going out for a year and lived together for three weeks. This morning had realised that she took the whole blanket, leaving to freeze. She laughed and apologised, wasn't too pleased but saw the funny side. Then he looked at the time and alarmingly pushed the covers off himself as he was going to be late for practice. "Damn," said jumping out of bed running into the bathroom to get ready.
      laughed at him as he ran around the room like a headless chicken. all of a sudden stopped and stared at scratching his head, "I forgot to pack my bag!"
     "Haha, don't worry I did it for you before," said, "I knew this was going to happen, you're so predictable!" now saw an embarrassed , "Anyway PRACTICE!" said urgently, "Your lunch is on the kitchen table."
      ran down the stairs then back up and gave a kiss, "Thanks," then ran back downstairs again. heard the front door slam, smiling to herself she decided to get out of bed and get changed. It was soon to be 's birthday so decided to throw a surprise birthday party. First she made herself breakfast and then headed out to the shops.

Hours later came back from practice but there was no sign of . He looked around the house to see if she was around but she was nowhere, "Shopping!" he thought to himself so he sat on the sofa watching TV whilst waiting for . had just finished shopping, as she was loading the bags, time had occurred to her, "Eek, 5 hours, he'll be at home. What am I suppose to do with all this?" she asked staring at the bags of shopping she held.

Back at home heard a car; he looked out the window and saw that it was a Mini. He smiled and walked out of the house. saw and immediately closed her boot.
     "Hey," said giving her a kiss "What did you buy?" asked her.
      thought for a while but not too long, "Erm...a top." She then thought please please don't ask to see it.
     "Can I see it?" asked.
     Shoot thought, "Erm...yeah...sure!"
      took 's hand as they entered the house. She was thinking of ways to get out of this hole. lay on the bed propping himself up with his right arm. went into the bathroom to get changed, after a couple of minutes she shyly walked out. used his finger asking to turn a full circle.
     "Haven't I seen that top before?" asked.
"No I don't think so the other one I have is white." said.
      pulled an uncertain face, "Okay then must be me. Looks great anyway."
      pulled a relieved smile then blushed, "Thanks." She went back into the bathroom to change back into the clothes she was originally wearing.

decided to take out to dinner, as their fridge was emptier than a white piece of paper. As they were walking into the car opened the door for . Once he reversed out of the driveway some girls started screaming and chasing after the car, "Oh my God.........I LOVE YOU! Aah!!" numerous fans shouted, screaming their hearts out. and smiled at each other finding it rather hilarious.
     Later on the journey and were caught in traffic. Luckily they had left earlier so there was still lots of time before they had to be there. Whilst they were caught in traffic, brought up the subject about his birthday. He smiled at hoping that she would give in to his 'melting' eyes and tell him what she had planned.
     "Sooo...what you doing for my birthday," said pulling a puppy dog face.
"Huh? Oh sorry...yeah I forgot...your birthday," said sarcastically.
     "Don't kid around with me, now...what are you doing? Pleeeaassee?" pleaded.
     "Nope not going to work, Mister," said turning away jokingly.
      crossed him arms and turned away from sarcastically, "Fine..." said, "Pleeaassee?"
     Then the traffic started moving again, "Oh, well won't you look at that?! Time to drive." said. She laughed quietly when huffed and turned his attention back to driving.
"So where are we going to eat?" asked facing who was still looking at the road.
     "Sorry, it's a surprise but I'll tell you if you tell me what your planning," said trying to catch her out.
     "Ha. No. Your tricks aren't going to work on me," exclaimed, laughing evilly.
      stuck his tongue out at her. She laughed evilly once more at his childishness. They arrived at a restaurant, with beautiful architecture and pretty colour co-ordination. looked at the building in amazement, looked at her, happy that she was delighted but this moment soon was short lived as some photographers were taking pictures of the couple and the reporters bombarded them with questions.
     ", , over here!" the photographers said simultaneously, each of them flooding him with questions.
      simply took by the hand and led into the restaurant. He apologised, "Sorry about that!"
     "It's empty! Why is there only one table?" said looking at .
     "I reserved the whole restaurant just for us. So we could get some privacy but that idea was squashed."
didn't answer but pecked on the lips as a thank you. checked his suit pockets to make sure nothing was stolen by the press. He smiled to himself, pulling 's chair out for her.
     "There you go M'am," said with a smile.
      laughed at his gentlemen like manner. When went to sit down asked, "So what are we ordering?"
"Don't worry m'lady, I ordered all your favourites. Especially for you." explained.
     As quite music was creating atmosphere the couple were talking about random subjects. The food arrived as they happily ate but had problems adjusting to using, what was to him, unusual cutlery..
     "Here let me show you," said showing how to hold them, "God, your useless." said then gave him an apologetic look.
     "Thanks," was the reply that gave.
After a few minutes finally got the hang of it. He flashed a smile as he picked up his food, returned the smile. The room was getting dark, with candles as the only source of light. Stars twinkled through the window, the table draped with a velvet cloth and a centre piece filled with red and white roses. looked in the eyes, holding her hands, whilst rubbing her palm with his thumb. He passed her a dozen roses, to symbolise how much she meant to him, then walked over to her. He said proudly, whilst watching the sparkle in 's eyes and said, " I have something to tell you." Suddenly he is interrupted by a herd of paparazzi, 'Argh,' he said in his head.
     The paparazzi constantly snapped pictures of the two, making things worse for , they asked if he was about to propose to . was so annoyed that he grabbed by the hand - whilst trying to not hurt her - threw money on the table as a tip for the waiter and went to the car. Never had seen like this but it was the first time for everything. She wondered whether he was going to propose, the thought played nicely in her mind but also annoyed her by that fact she probably wouldn't find out until was ready. He was about to open up to her but then the stupid paparazzi ruined everything. She stayed calm though, thinking of ways to calm down but she didn't know how to approach him when he is like this. couldn't believe the promise he was going to make to was wrecked. There was no way he was going to continue with this now. The momentum has tarnished. Every word exiting his mouth was meant to be for the sake of the relationship, not to tell the paparazzi to get lost but using harsher words. He really thought tonight would go smoothly; little did he know that the press knew where he was and when. Sometimes he regretted the career choice as there was no escape from the media.
     The journey home was unusually quiet. couldn't take this anymore so she had to talk to him; she hated seeing him mad.
     " is everything alright?" asked uncertain of how he would reply back.
"Yeah, sorry about this evening," said looking at .
     "It's alright, it wasn't your fault," said whilst rubbing 's shoulder for comfort. It seemed to work; a smile appeared across his face, "So what did you want to tell me?"
     "It's not something I can just come out and say," explained.
     "Oh," was all that could say.
     "Sorry," said hoping that he didn't disappoint .
     "It's okay," said giving a sincere smile.
     As soon as they got out of the car put his arm around and led her into the house, showing that there were no hard feelings between the two. happily accepted the gesture. They went into the lounge and sat on the sofa flicking through the music channels. leaned on his shoulder, peacefully, they eventually fell asleep in the same positions.

Chapter 2

woke up, looking around her surroundings, not fully aware of her awakening, she looked at who was still asleep and smiling. She assumed he was having a nice dream. got up realising that she smelt and went to have a shower. When she came back down, was still asleep. Quietly, she went out, planning 's birthday some more. She was in the centre going to shops to look for the perfect gift. It is almost 9 o'clock so she headed to work. 's boss, "Ah, !" She turned around holding her design folder, "Have you got the jewellery designs for me?" handed him the designs, he praised her for her dedication and beautiful designs. In return she smiled at him saying thank you. As soon as she got to her office her phone rang, suddenly all her co-workers stared at her. Why? Well because 's tone was the Cheeky Girls song. She died of embarrassment, and quickly ran to her office, trying to act normal but it is impossible.
     "!" realised that her phone was still ringing, "Hi !"
     "Hey , sorry about your tone, I forgot how to change it back," Every time he apologised it made it hard to not forgive him as she always seemed to picture his puppy eyes when he apologised, "Anyway I know you're at work but do you want to go out for lunch?"
     "Yeah sure, my lunch starts at 1," answered.
     "Okay then, see you then!" answered.
     "See you," answered. She closed her phone, and carried on with work, whilst at the same time planning 's birthday.
     At one o'clock she waited outside the entrance for to come pick her up. A mini came and stopped beside , she was about to enter the car but then came out from his door to open the door for . They went to lunch and talked about work. was still thinking about what was going to be said before the paparazzi interrupted their dinner last night.
      said, "What are you thinking?"
     "Hmm...nothing." replied, "Okay what were you trying to say to me at the restaurant last night?"
     "It's a secret." said.
     "Please tell me?" pouted.
     "Okay okay, I was just going to tell you that..." started.
     "That...." said her hand movement telling him to carry on.
     "Actually... nothing... not until you tell me what you're planning for my birthday," said, sticking his tongue out at her.
      laughed and replied, "You cheeky git."
     "You love me for it really," smiled .
     "Aaawww, you're not half up yourself, are you?"       pouted.
     "Aaawww, you know you're right. I do love you for it," she said as she gave him a kiss.       looked at her watch 15 minutes to get to work. held her hand as they walked to his car. Their hands swung back and forth as they walked. Once again he opened the door for , relieved with himself.

got back too her office thinking about what had told her. She smiled to herself carrying on with work, trying to kill the hours off. She couldn't help but still think what he could have told her., reciting the words 'Will you marry me?' and other variations of the question. Then the ' ' popped into mind. She sat on her desk chair, her head propped up by the palm of her hands, dreaming of the perfect wedding. Come home time, was in her car driving off. As she was about to turn the corner, when a car came swerving into her.

Hours later 's sat nervously in the hospital waiting, I'm watching the clock ticking, same pace, no quicker, no faster. Tapping my feet on the floor in worry. The doctors told me to wait in the waiting area. I can't stay still for one minute, I can't believe this has happened to , my dear . I'm waiting for a nurse, a doctor, anyone to come out of the room. I'm reflecting on yesterday when I was meant to propose to her. Why didn't I? Just because the paparazzi were in my way, but I still could have told her. I want to cry but I can't; I have to stay strong for . Why is it taking so long? Maybe her condition is critical? I really messed it up this time. The door opened slightly, a happy feeling appeared but only to be crushed again. The door closed. Must have been the breeze. I can't wait anymore I have to see her. Maybe as soon as I see her I should tell her. No she needs her rest. What if she thinks I'm not going to commit to her, she'll hate me. I'm confused don't know what to think.
      lies on the bed thinking, the doctor's say I'm lucky because I come out of a car crash with just cuts, bruises, a sprained neck and a nose bleed . They told me that a man is waiting outside for me, I'm sure it's . I hope he's not worrying. Though, I would love to see him. Great, his birthday is next week and I'm here stuck in the hospital. I'll be here for two weeks so they can monitor my health. I can't stand not being able to go hug away all my pain. I'm hospital bound, it's been less than a day and already the feeling of not being able to be with when I want is eating me up inside. I'm starting to get tired but I want to see .
      sighed in relief Finally, I can go see but what do I say to her? Shall I tell her? I've been thinking about it for the past hour. Yes. No. Yes. walked into the room was in. He looked at her as she slept, not like she usually does. Usually a smile appeared on her face, he couldn't help but think that he could have helped her. The doctors were blunt in her condition. He was told nothing, they just walked straight passed him. He thouht she was in a coma, dreaming about . He sat on the chair next to her bed, holding her hand. She breathed quite heavy. All that could be heard were his inner thoughts. He wished it was him in the car crash rather than her. He held her hand praying that he would be able to have her in his arms again, instead of her stranded on the bed with no place to go. However, he soon realised that she was just sleeping because the grip of her hand tightened, she must have been having a nightmare. soothed her grip by massaging her hand with a light circular movement with his thumb. The doctors said that I should go home and get some rest but being with lets me know that she's okay. I look at her hoping that she'll wake up now but she was always a heavy sleeper.
     When woke up she saw asleep. She decided not to disturb him so she slowly and quietly got up to go to the bathroom. When she returned was awake but still in sleep mode. She couldn't get over how cute he looked when he was sleepy. After a big yawn got up and went to give a big hug. A hug which had more meaning than words.
     "Ow, my neck! My neck!" said, she felt stupid with the neck brace.
     "Sorry, I'm just really happy that you're here," he hugs here once again but this time gently. I'm over the moon that is awake, I don't know what I'd do without her. The only downside is that she won't be out until 2 weeks. She's going to miss my birthday but as long as she's okay I'm happy. My birthday means nothing to me compared to . kissed goodbye as he had to leave for practice but he decided he would visit later. He huged her one last time before he left.

At practise covered his noise, "Phwoar, mate you stink, it wouldn't kill you to wash," he said to wafting the smell away.
     "I've been at the hospital," said whilst laughing at 's reaction.
     "So how is ?" asked, concerned.
     "She's-" started but then was rudely interrupted.
     "Hey," said ruffling 's hair, "How's ?" he asked looking at after the question only to be greeted with a scolding look.
     "Haha, she's great thanks." replied.
They all turn around when they heard someone yelling at them, "Oi, get practicing!. Except you , I need to talk to you." says. and look at not pleased. "So m'boy is okay?"
     "Yeah, she's great thanks." replied looking behind to see and pulling rude gestures at him and fooling about. As soon as saw this he turned around. They immediately got back to practice before he checked.
     "Anyway, if you miss some practice sessions to be with , I completely understand." said placing a hand on 's shoulder like a lieutenant.
     "Thank you Sir," said sincerely.

It was two days before 's birthday. This whole surprise party doesn't seem to be going to plan. is insisting on being in the hospital with me rather than have a birthday. All his family and friends will be there as well. I'm repeatedly telling him to go out with his mates but he wants to be with me. It's really sweet of him but I'd rather he have a birthday than say cooped up in a hospital. As I am not allowed to leave this room I have written messages to and to help set up the party. Basically, the surprise party will be held at his home and then everyone will go to Liquid - a night club - which has been rated highly I'll have to make sure only people with invitations enter.

looked around warily, everyone has been acting civilised around me, I'm a bit scared. Anyway I'm planning my proposal to I think I'll do it on my birthday but only I know, the other guys can't keep a secret to save their lives. I've got it all planned, the ring, the location, everything. It would be a great surprise. Now all I have to do is ask the doctors if she can come out for that one night. It would be the greatest present if she said yes. If she says no...well...let's not go there. Time to see in the hospital.
      smiled, I've got everything sorted, I have begged the doctors to let me out for 's birthday. They have finally given in and said yes but I told them not to tell as I want to surprise him. I'm over the moon at the moment.

noded at the doctor, I have been informed of 's health, they say that she is fine but she'll need to stay in hospital for her blood transfusion. After the transfusion she will need to recuperate. That's strange, I was told that she only lost a little blood. Nothing excessive. walked into the room, giving a kiss, "How are you?"
     "I'm very happy," replied 'Ooh better not give too much away.' She thought to herself. handed her a bouquet of flowers and a box of chocolate, "Aaaawww thanks but you really don't need to get me flowers every time you visit, chocolate will do thanks" She gave him a cheeky smile, "Just kidding, they're gorgeous." "Oh by the way my family say hi!"
     "Even your dad?" asked already knowing the answer.
     "Erm...yeah?" said.
     "Doubt that very much!" replied. Just remembered that I have to ask 's parent's permission to marry her. Well this isn't going to go down too well. This is a little set back but I'm sure it'll all workout. Hopefully anyway.

Chapter 3

parked his car on 's parents' driveway. Having switched the engine off he looked at the house and took a deep breath. Her mum was okay with him but it was the dad's opinion he feared. He walked to the door, taking another deep breath. As his hand came towards the door it stopped a few millimetres away from the handle. Please, please, please, let it be 's mum who opens the door. He quickly knocked twice praying it was the mother.
     The door opened, "Hello, !" 's mum said.
     "Afternoon Mrs ," replied, greeting her with a nod on the head. Phew.
     "Please call me ." She asked.
      nodded his head to gesture okay, "Is Mr home?"
     "Yes, he's in the living room," Mrs replied.
     Damn. As walked into the 's house anxiety grew. Sweat started running down 's face. He wished he could turn back because he really didn't think he would get 'Daddy's' blessing. He was now facing the lounge entrance. Taking another deep breath he came face to face with 's dad.
     "Afternoon Mr ," said, facing the side of 's dad's face.
     "Hm," Mr replied. knew instantly that this wasn't going to go down too well. Mr turned around from the TV, "So what do you want?"
      couldn't find the words to tell him, "I...er...I was wondering..um...if...ificouldhaveyourapporvalofmarrying" said in one breath.
     "What?" 's dad said.
      could tell that he heard but he decided not to back chat. Tension grew between the three people, "I was wondering if I could have your approval to marry ."
     's mum said, "'Course you can ," she smiled.
     But 's dad said, "Absolutely not!"
     "!" 's mum said giving 's Dad the evils.
     "No, that is my final answer and I would much appreciate it if you two just ended things," Mr said whilst facing the TV.
     "Please Mr I love her," said in a pleading voice.
     "Love her, do you seriously think that love is like that whore you were with?" Mr screamed, " is not being dragged into that sort of thing. Lords knows what goes on in your head."
     As soon as Mr brought up those that statement all flash back of the news came flooding back to .
     "! is a good kid. He's kind, thoughtful..." Mrs said before being interrupted.
     "Puh, thoughtful? Does he really take into consideration 's feelings?" Mr said.
     "But..." started.
     " is not getting married yet and certainly not to you," Mr said.
      knew it was his time to leave. Mrs walked him out. "Sorry about that," She said with her head pointing in the direction of the lounge.
     "It's okay, well I better go, bye," turned away before he heard...
     "AND DO HER A FAVOUR AND LEAVE HER!!" Mr screamed from the room, "She deserves better." He mumbled loud enough for to hear.
     He walked out the door, the words 'She deserves better' constantly being repeated in his head.
      combed through his hair in frustration, great, her dad thinks I'm a pervert. I'm hating my life more and more. Do I deserve ? If things stay as they are may have no family left. Her father will hate her if she married me. But maybe he will change his mind when he sees how the marriage goes. Doubt that. brought out his phone, scrolled down through his contacts to 's number. He wanted to press the telephone number but couldn't get himself to. He stood there looking at his phone. Never had he though it would turn to this because things were meant to be different, but he had no choice.

Chapter 4

pressed call and slowly put the phone to his ear. Each ring made him more nervous from the last. He tried to hold back the nerves but it was no use. The fact that 's voices did not answer made things no better. Still no answer from instead it was the answer phone. He decided to call her later as he needed to get to practise.
     "Hey ! What's wrong?" asked, running over to .
     "Nothing, why?" asked back, the around with his feet.
     "Is it about ?" asked.
     "Am I being that obvious?" asked.
     "So do you want to tell me about it?" asked.
     "I don't know," replied
     "Come on, you can tell me anything - just about," stated.
     After a bit of persuasion, started to explain, "Okay, well, I was going to propose to on my birthday..."
     "You were going to propose?" asked but then gave him the you-wanted-to-know-so-let-me-tell-you look, cleared his throat "So then,"
     "Well, then I thought that I should ask her parents for permission..." said.
     "Oh the dad," interrupted again, "Oh sorry mate, carry on."
     "So I went there this morning her mum said yes but her dad said...well...how can I put this..." said thinking of a better way then what was actually said.
     "No?" asked.
     "Yeah...basically but it was harsher than that." said.
     "Oh, well to be honest I think you should still ask because it is blatant that you two love each other," said.
     "Yeah...that's the thing...he said she deserves better and well I don't know what I should do. What do you think?" asked.
      walked over, looking tired, "Alright lads?" and nodded their heads, "So what you talking about?"
     " was just saying..." started to say but then elbowed him on the side, "um...that I should have my hair back the way it was... before."
     "Yeah you should, it looks awful," laughed.
     "Cheers," replied not looking too impressed.
      jogged back around as he was being called back by . turned back to ,
     "Well to be honest , it's your choice. Only your opinion should matter at this point...but...I think you should just ask her to marry you."
     "Yeah but I'm worried, I don't want her to deceive her own father," said. looked to their direction so and quickly practised, whilst still talking.
     "Has her father taken the chance to know you?" didn't answer, " you are a great guy - not that I'm trying to hit on you or anything - and you and are perfect; don't ruin this for the both of you just because of one person."
     "Thanks," said and gave a man hug.

After practice couldn't help but think all day what he was going to do as he only had until seven - when he was meeting for dinner. Minutes and hours went by as was listening to his music, he got changed and did his hair. When a knock came on his door, he looked at the mirror one last time. Must be he thought to himself. He shut his hi-fi, walking down the stairs whilst fixing his hair. He stood in front of the door and opened it to reveal , who had the biggest smile on her face, happiness written all over it. This was going to be a lot harder than thought. He hated disloyalty which would make him hypocritical but he loved her and couldn't let this happen.
     "Hey ," she said entering the house, and gave a peck.
     "Hey," he said returning a hug.
     They walked into the car, driving off to the restaurant. kept looking at , smiling to himself, but a smile of doubt. As they walked into the restaurant they were escorted to a VIP area. They ordered their drinks.
     "?" said taking a sip of her drink.
     "Yeah?" said looking up at her.
     "Is there something you want to tell me?" asked.
     "Why do you think that?" replied.
     "It's just...you've been really quiet," said.
     "Um...yes...but...it's kind of...hard to say," said.
     "Just tell me. What's wrong?" asked holding 's hand.
     "I don't know how to say this..." said.
      pulled a comforting smile towards him.
     "Ok...well...I think we should ...um..." started to say but couldn't find the right words to express it, he looked up from and back down to the table, "...um...end things,"
     "What?" said hoping her hearing was deceiving her.
     "I don't think we can be together anymore," said softly but loud enough for to hear.
     "Why?" asked letting go of 's hands which she once could not let go of.
     "I just don't think...we just can't," said fumbling with the words. Avoiding eye contact as he did not want to see what he had just done but he could still hear weeps from . He felt the tears streaming down her face onto her table. Each tear drop felt like a stab in the heart. It was killing him inside. Now he had to walk away from something which he thought was best. He approached the exit, "I'm doing this because I love you." Those were finals words. Tears descended his cheeks.

Chapter 5

walked home, only one expression on her face, depression, but she could see the hurt in 's eyes when he broke up with her. Now her emotions changed from sadness to anxiety.

A couple of weeks had passed and was still upset about the break up. It even resulted to illness, all she did since was sleep, watch TV, wash and cry. She didn't go out, she hadn't seen or spoken to her unless she was calling off sick. was worried but couldn't do anything, every time she offered help and comfort, would reply, "It's okay, I'm fine."
      was sad but at the same time angry with himself for doing this, as told him that hadn't left the house in ages. tried to cheer up but it seemed like nothing could. No one else knew but , and he swore not to tell. To make things worse was so depressed that his performance changed, the press and some fans were questioning 's commitment.

On the next practice day decided to fix the small situation, "!" called out.      "Yes?" said trotting towards .
     "What is wrong with ?" asked.
     "Nothing, why?" asked.
     "Well he doesn't seem his usual self," said looking towards who was just moping around, not paying attention to what he was doing.
     "Well you know he has been through a lot over the last few months, with playing non-stop and the allegations and all that, maybe it's still hitting him hard," said trying to avoid telling him the real reason.
     "Okay then thanks," said not completely convinced and patted him on the back.
      ran over to , "Hey ."
      said staring at the ground, "Hey."
     "Look, everyone's worried about you please just go talk to ," said knowing that wanted to.
     "I want to b...but I hurt her. Why would she talk to an idiot?" said still making no eye contact.
     "You're not an idiot...well...anyway...I'm sure she wants to talk to you. She was smitten by you...now who wouldn't love that," said trying to put a smile on 's face but only a small lop-sided smile appeared but even then that quickly vanished.

Why did he break up with me? thought to herself. All tears stopped immediately. She now had no reason to cry, well, not right now anyway. She thought about whether or not to call him. Then she realised she needed to know why so she picked up her mobile to ring .
     After practice went home avoiding family members. He dropped his bag on the floor and sat at the end of his bed, his head was moulded by his hands. Then 's mobile rang, he looked at the caller ID, , he wasn't sure whether or not to pick it up. She probably only rang to say that she hates me and hopes I die thought, Don't blame her I hate myself right now.
     Once he didn't pick up questioned, "Maybe I should ring his house phone?"
     The house phone rang; he didn't feel like talking to anyone right now. After a minute the answer phone came on, "Hey, I'm not able to take your call right now but please leave a message and I'll call you back soon. See ya!" The phone beeped.
     "Hey , it's ...I need to talk to you...please...meet me at the park," said in a pleading voice.
      contemplated on whether or not to meet her, after all he did break her heart.
      was sitting on the bench, waiting for ...five minutes had gone. He was late, maybe he wasn't coming but she decided to wait another ten minutes. Hope was fading. There was no sign of . She got up ready to walk back home until someone grabbed her arm.
     "?" a voice said quietly.
     "," said, "Oh, it's you."
     "Cheers," said realising that it was not the right time to joke.
     "Sorry," said not facing completely.
      didn't reply he just gave a friendly hug. tried so hard to hold in the tears but her emotions got the better of her, "There, there," said sitting on the bench.
     After a while stopped crying and looked towards , "Thanks , I really needed that."
     "It's okay, do you want to tell me what's been going on?" asked her and so she told him. "There's something you might want to know but I swore to I wouldn't say anything to anyone," said scratching the back of his head.
     "Please tell me, I promise I won't tell about any of this," said tears watering her eyes.
     "Okay well?" told about him asking for permission for her hand in marriage. Though he didn't know everything he told that basically her Dad said no.
     "So this was all because of my Dad?" asked.
      just nodded. They both heard footsteps; they turned away from the conversation and looked towards the sound.
      approached with his hands in his coat pocket.
     "?" said rising from the bench. When she saw that it was definitely she ran over to him and hugged him tight.
      just stood there not knowing how to take it. After a while he hugged her back. He looked up at and smiled at him. didn't know how to take that smile, giving a funny look. mouthed to him 'I'm going propose to her' mouthed back 'What?' rolled his eyes, without noticing he brought a black box out from his pocket and opened the box to reveal the ring. smiled.
     "?" said withdrawing from the hug so they were face to face.
     "Yes?" said.
     He took her by the left hand knelt down on one knee, looked shocked. The setting was perfect, a dark sky and surroundings only lit up by the stars. The moon's reflection bouncing off the lake, the beautiful horizon and the sound of water lightly flowing creating a tranquil ambience, " I know I hurt you but it killed me inside when we weren't together I couldn't picture myself with anyone but you. Will you do me the honour of marrying me?" With that he opened the little black box, revealing a ring that could only dream about.
      couldn't answer, she looked stunned, nothing had sunk in, "I..." Was this all too soon? Would it last? couldn't answer.

Chapter 6

couldn't believe what was happening. They were madly in love, then decides to end things with her and now he's proposing to her and they haven't even got back together. knelt there hoping that would say yes. No words released from her mouth. He was starting to get worried. sat there praying and hoping.
     "..." said, looked into her eyes intently, "I would love to marry you," finished saying and then smiled at .
     This time was stunned. When he finally snapped back to reality he slid the ring on 's finger. He stood up lifted and swung her around. He felt like the luckiest man on earth. As soon a he put her down they both went in for a hug. After a couple of minutes they waved for to come the celebration.
     "I've got to go tell !" said grabbing her mobile. All and heard were two girls screaming.
     It was planned that the date of the wedding would be , 's birthday. and decided it would be best if they had a wedding planner as neither of them had time to do it all themselves and had never done it before.

For the weeks they were engaged it was hectic; had to plan for a jewellery show and was busy with flying back and forth. They hadn't seen much of each other and when they did they were both too tired to go out. Stress was building up every day as they didn't have time for one another or the wedding plans.
     The week before the wedding was growing frustrated as neither her nor was notified of the plans. didn't even know what her bouquet was going to look like. Numerous times and had called to check on updates but all Kristine (wedding planner) could say was, "don't worry I'll sort everything out". It was like they had no say on their behalf.
     "? I really don't think this wedding is going to happen," said looked at her also concerned, "I mean we know nothing about the wedding." said brushing her hair with her fingers in frustration, ?We don't even know where it is, how is it going to look? Have any of our suggestions been taken into consideration? The guest list-"
     "Why don't you go out with and I will sort this out," said.
     "I'm sorry. Are you sure?" asked.
     "Yes," said comforting who was close to break down.
     "Thank you," said kissing , "But if you need me just call me."
     "Okay," replied. He called the wedding planner.

Kristine: Kristine.
: Hi Kristine, have you got anything on the wedding?
Kristine: Don't you worry about it I will sort everything out.
: Look, is getting stressed about the wedding and we're not happy about the fact that we don't know what's going on!
Kristine: Well...it's all going fine.
: I'm not paying you all that money just for it to look cheap and tacky!
Kristine: You two are stressing too much.
: We still have no idea what your planning!?
Kristine: It's looking great..
: That isn't...never mind...you're fired.
Kristine: But...

With that cancelled the call. It was a week before the wedding and they haven't even sorted the guessed list. and came back to see how was doing.
     "Hey !" said as she closed the door.
     "Hey , hey ," said.
     "Hey," replied.
     "?" said. knew this wasn't going to be good news, "I think we need to find a new wedding planner,"
     "Let me guess...you fired her ass off?" said.
     "Uh huh," said. gave him a hug, "But we need a new wedding planner."
     "Ah well um...I've been talking...and...I thought could help us sort the wedding," said hoping that wouldn't get mad.
      looked at , "That is a great idea. Is that okay with you ?"
     "Wow, really?" asked, and smiled and nodded, "Aaaww...that's...that's..you guys are amazing."
     "And I'd also like you to be my maid of honour,"' stated.
     "MAID OF HONOUR WOOHOO. Thanks, you guys are the best," said whilst jumping for joy going hyperactive.
      gave a hug and a huge smile and a thank you. After a couple of minutes and went into the dinning room to discuss the plans, completely forgetting about . He didn't mind though, he just rolled his eye and watched TV. walked to who was flicking through the TV channels, "Don't you want to help?"
      though and replied, "I think it would be better if you two planned it as you are better than me at designing and spending."
      laughed.
     "Oh really...and how much do you spend for your career?" laughed. had no answer. laughed more before going back to the dinning room.

Everything had been sorted, from the guest list to the cake. All the guest invitations were sent out, which included, 's family members and friends, 's relatives and friends, his colleagues. Although had gone through the rehearsals she was worried about messing up on the big day - when it really mattered. was amazed by how quickly they had sorted everything out. It took 5 days. He knew never to underestimate women. He put it down to multi-tasking.
     She woke up in the morning almost sick. She ran to the bathroom kneeling above the toilet puking. could hear the puke coming out and squinted before walking to the toilet to see if was ok. She couldn't answer, as she was too busy being sick. Must be stress sickness or wedding nerves.
      walked out hunched, walked her to the bed, "I wouldn't go in there if I were you." said, knowing there was a sick smell lingering in the bathroom.
     "I've got practice now, will you be okay because I can always stay?" asked.
     "I'll be fine, I'm sure it will go," replied.
     "Are you sure?" asked.
     "Yes, now go, have fun," said using what energy she had to playfully throw a pillow at , shooing him along.
      ran up to kissing her on the forehead and ran out of the house, "I'm going but call me if you need me." As he walked out the door he blew a kiss.

At practice everyone was congratulating on his engagement, "!" called him over, "You told them didn't you?"
      nodded innocently, "They were worried, someone had to rest them assure."
     "Thanks," said, giving a man hug.

"!" called out but no reply came. He jogged upstairs to check if she was sleeping on the bed. The bed was empty. Then he ran back downstairs to the lounge.
     "BOO!!!," came sound as was about to enter the lounge. "Aaaahhh," He screamed when he realised was standing firmly on the doorway.
      laughed in hysterics, "Ha ha ha ha ha," she couldn't even stand.
     Ironically was not impressed, "Very funny."
     "Haha," couldn't hold in her laugher, "I...knew...I should...have got a camera," she said in between laughs, losing breathe after each laugh. All of a sudden facial expression changed to a serious but conniving one, she had a feeling he was going to do something and she was not going to like it. He brought his hand up in a claw kind of way, walked slowly towards ; she didn't want to know what he was up to so she ran around the house and started to scream.
     After hours of reflecting on their younger days, and collapsed onto the sofa, tired, watching a film.

got out of bed to make breakfast. was fast asleep.
     Typical she thought to herself. As she was cooking the phone rang, "Hello? Oh hi Dad...I'm fine you?....How's Mum?....Yeah 's home, why?...You want to talk to him?...Okay but don't yell at him, okay?...Good?I'll get him now."
     "?" said standing next to on the bed.
     "Huh?" said rolling over to his side to face .
     "Dad, wants to talk to you," said.
     "Huh? Your Dad?" asked. nodded, "He's not going to give me the third degree is he?"
     "I don't know, just please answer," said and went to go downstairs.
     "Where are you going? I need you here," said whilst covering the phone with his palm.
     "I can't sorry...the food," then she ran downstairs in a shot.
     "Hi Sir," reluctantly replied.
     "Hello , all I wanted to say was?" Mr stated.
     Here we go thought to himself.
     "Sorry," Mr said.
     Wait this can't be right thought, "Sorry?"
     "Yeah...I shouldn't have said what I did," Mr said in a sincere tone.
     "It's...um...fine. I understand. My...um....dad....was the same with my sister," said still shocked by the conversation he was having.
     "I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I'm sure you'll be the greatest son-in-law anyone could ever ask for," Mr said, "I hope we can start over?" He asked.
      was shocked by the compliment but eventually answered, "Yeah, that would be great Sir."
     "Please call me Dad," Mr said.
     There was a few moments of awkward silence, until came upstairs, " your breakfast is ready," she shouted as she jogged upstairs listening in on the silence. put the phone on speaker.
     "Okay...well...Son...you take care and I'll see you at you wedding tomorrow. Bye," 's Dad said.
     "Okay...Dad...see you." replied as they both ended the call.
     "Dad?...Son?" said with a raised eyebrow.
     "Yeah...I'm still shocked."
     Over the day their friends decided to have one big party rather than a separate hen and bachelor party so they went to Raimundo's Ristorante for an Italian meal. The atmosphere, food and company were great. Everyone seemed to have a great time.

It was the day of the wedding, the last couple of days seemed like years. She was ready. She couldn't wait. She was soon to be Mrs . Even though like she was 20 she knew this would make her happy for eternity.
      woke up, looking towards , which brought a smile to his face. As this was the last time he would see her before the wedding preparations he offered to take out to breakfast one last time before she was officially his wife.

All through the morning and during the journey couldn't wipe the smile off her face.
      and her maid of honour () were getting ready. was getting more nervous by the minute. She knew that she had broken the hearts of all fans but she knew a majority of them would also be happy for . The more anxious she grew the more she wanted to get this over and done with. A strange feeling started to occur in her stomach. She took deep breaths hoping that it would just disappear.
     It was time to walk down the isle. already had walked down. She linked arms with her dad. Took one last deep breath before walking under the trellis. She walked down the isle, followed by 's sisters who were the bridesmaids and his nephew who was holding a small cushion, which the rings lay on. Her eyes scrolled across the room. All eyes staring at her, which made her feel slightly uncomfortable. She looked towards , he smiled at her. His smile slightly calmed her nerves.
     "Dearly Beloved, we are gathered here today to join and in holy matrimony," the Priest said looking at the relatives.
     After the vows were said, "Do you take to be your lawfully wedded wife?" The priest asked looking at .
     This is it
     "I...I...I can't," said, walking out. Shock spread across everyone's face.
      stood there - emotionless. Only tears expressing how she felt.

On the wedding day suddenly woke up, hyperventilating from the dream, well nightmare. She went to get changed. She was one of these girls who wondered what dreams meant, whether they were signs or whether they were just a state of mind characterised by abstraction and release from reality. She quickly shook off the questions.
      woke up, stretched his arms and walked downstairs into the kitchen, where she was making breakfast. He walked up to her, giving her a hug from the back and kissed her on the side of the head, "Love you." He said in his sweet and sensual voice.
     "Love you too," said and smiled all her thoughts about the nightmare disappeared as soon as she heard those two words.
     They were happily eating around the table when asked, "So what does your dress look like?"
     "It's a surprise," said sticking her tongue out playfully.
     "Can't you just give me a hint?" asked, using the puppy face on her.
     's eyes always made her melt, usually she would give in but not this time, "Sorry, you'll have to wait," teased and just smiled.
     A couple of hours later and it was time for and to go their separate ways so they could change into their wedding outfits. got into 's car.
     "So are you excited?" asked.
     "Excited and nervous," replied.
     "You two are going to be the greatest couple," said, "I hope I'm as lucky as you in finding the perfect guy."
     "Thanks, and don't worry you will," said.

and went to the changing rooms. Her dress was simple but beautiful.
     "So how do I look?" asked with a worried tone looking in the mirror.
     "You look fabulous and stay calm," said.
     "Thanks, you look amazing," complimented .
      smiled when a lady opened the door slowly to check that they were decent. said, "We're decent."
     "Okay well the groom is ready for you," the lady said and shut the door after her.
     "I guess this is it then?" said.
     "Yep, well I better go first," stated.
      let out a deep breath. hugged her comfortingly, "You'll be great," whispered into 's ear. linked arms with her Dad ready to walk out.
     It was a garden wedding set out on a Japanese garden. walked down the rose petal covered path followed by 's nephew, who was holding the velvet cushion. Sat elegantly on the velvet cushion were the wedding rings. kissed her dad on the cheek before she stood face to face with . Her dad joined the guests in the sitting area. 's smile grew bigger as he finally got to see in her dress.
     "You look beautiful," mouthed to .
      smiled, "You too."
     Then the minister started, "Dearly beloved we are gathered here today to join this man and woman in holy matrimony." He spoke in an authoritative tone, "And if anyone objects to this marriage or knows any just cause as to why they should not be joined, speak now or forever hold your peace."
      and both looked around.
     "I object," someone says as they rose up from their seat.

Chapter 7

"?" both and said.

"Um... can we talk?" asked.
     They went into a quiet area. "What was that all about?" asked pointing to the main wedding area.
     "I...well...I...um..." stuttered.
     "Just tell me," said not in an orderly way but in a talk-out-your-problems way.
     "I...think I'm..." stuttered once more.
     "...in love with me?" asked completing 's sentence.
     "Yeah.." smiled, scratching the top of his head, his face turning pink by the second, "How did you know?"
     "Female intuition I guess," said, "Anyway...I love you...but...only as a friend," 's smile went, "I know you'll find the perfect girl, you're are great guy...I mean if it weren't for you, me and wouldn't be here but I hope we can stay friends?"
     "Friends," replied with a sorry look on this face, "Oh...could we not tell about this?"
     "Sure," said giving a hug, "Don't feel bad okay? It's normal."
     "Thanks," said and blushed more at the fact that he did this in the middle of and 's wedding, "Um...the wedding."
      and went back to the main wedding area.
     "Sorry," apologised to everyone.
     "What was that about?" asked whispering to .
     "Nothing, 's just a bit drunk. That's all," said.
     "Thought his cheeks were a bit red," stated laughing at .
     "Sorry carry on," said to the Minister.
     The minister smiled and continued, "If anyone objects to this marriage or knows any just cause as to why they should not be joined, speak now or forever hold your peace."
      looked around the guest area, when she saw mouth 'Thank you' to her, she smiled in reply.
     ", do you take to be you lawfully wedded wife for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health till death do you part?" the Minister asked looking .
     "I do," said, he took the ring from his nephew whilst smiling at him and slipped the ring onto 's ring finger.
     The Minister turned to ,", do you take to be your lawfully wedded husband for better or for worse, for richer or for poor, in sickness and in health till death do you part?"
      smiled, "I do." then put the ring on 's ring finger.
     "Now, with the power invested in me, I'm happy to announce you, husband and wife," The minister said then turned to , "You may now kiss the bride."
     With that embraced into a hug and kissed her. Everyone rose from their seats and clapped. picked up and ran. Everyone else followed. When put down she turned so her back was facing the guests and threw the bouquet of flowers. caught it, she was exhilarated. turned back to kissing him as the newlywed - Mrs .